He loved the feeling and was ready for anything. The poppers were making him do things he wouldn't normally follow through with. He asked Matt for his phone number and he gave it without question. He told Matt to play with his cock and take another hit of poppers. He heard the guys voice telling him to get on his knees. On the other end of his computer camera was someone hardly knew. He felt incredibly aroused and submissive, so much so that when he was told to turn his camera on he did without reservation. All of his inhibitions and cautions floated. A sensation washed over him, a euphoric feeling like he had never experienced before. Nervously he open them, held the bottle to his nose and inhaled. They exchanged IMs for a while before they guy told Matt to open the bottle of poppers and take a long hit. He waited a few minutes and replied that he was ready. The guy replied, "what are you waiting for? get em out, get naked for me and get ready to suck my cock." Matt was excited and his cock was hard at the thought of role playing with someone. It said, "So did you try the poppers yet?" He replied that he got some but hadn't tried yet. He was about to sign off when an IM popped up. Matt was too chicken shit and lied saying didn't have a camera. A few private messages came through and he replied but all the guys wanted to video link. He settled in, got naked with a glass of bourbon and waited for someone to notice him in the M4M DC chat. Once home he got on his computer to cruise the chat rooms. He quickly left the store and headed home. He bought one and the guy slipped it into the black plastic bag with his magazine. When he was paying the clerk he noticed bottles of poppers under the counter. On the way home from work he stopped, went in got a copy. He was desperate for some new jerk off material and decided to swing by the book store. July came and he remembered it was time to pick up the latest issue of his favorite magazine. Matt's life went as usual over the next few weeks. Initially he thought it was all bullshit but decided the to get some to try next time he went to the book store.
He thought about the poppers and wondered if it was true they made you horny and have better orgasms. He was also curious about the video booths in the back room but always too afraid to go in. He was always in a hurry to get in and out of the store without being noticed. Matt remembered seeing poppers at the local adult video store but never gave them much attention. The guy sent some information and told Matt to get some to try.
Matt had no idea what they were and asked about them. One of the guys that replied to his ad mentioned poppers. He got several replies almost immediately and wrote back to some of the interesting ones and jerked off to the thought of sucking their cocks. I'm clean and discrete please be the same." I crave humiliation and need to be put in my place. I want to be put on my knees called dirty names and face fucked until you cum down my throat. Consider self bi but would like to explore submitting orally to a well endowed man. Stats: 32y/o 6'2" 180 black hair, green eyes fit and muscular. He placed an on line personal ad that read: "submissive white male seeks Dominant man. On a few occasions he came close but always backed out until one day something changed that. He posted ads in personals, got plenty of replies but never followed through on any of them. He always assumed the submissive role when interacting with others. When he finally got a home computer he would log on chat rooms to role play every chance he got. It was exciting and expanded his dark side to the point of obsession. It was before internet browsing activity was monitored or blocked by businesses to keep employees from visiting porn websites. Before smartphones and dating Apps were available Matt would go to work early and browse personals ads online.